she's my junior and...

:::she's my junior and yeah,saya sayang dia dan terlalu sygkan friendship ni dan sy takut kalau kehilangan dia sebab dia special sgt pada saya blablablabla :::
dulu dia selalu share problem dia dgn aku now i think dia boleh jaga diri.kadangkadang bila chat dgn dia mmg rasa sakithati tp tp tp aku pikir positif.mungkin itu cara dia.
10 Nov 2010
her :tonight i want to say thanx a lot coz u very2 understand what i felt.i dont know how u can 'read all my pain' fastly..like a nightmare u know! i cant believe it..thanx to God coz He send u to me.i hope,u always by my side at all time..i love u soo muchh n i know i never be alone b'coz i've fren/sister like u that can make me feels happy n also can make me know the meaning of true friendship..tq so much kak!! but please,,dont lost contact..keep in touch!! gudnite my dear.. wasalam
Lets read our conversations:)
me:jap...adkbradik 2 org je ea?? (haha..ta tahu nihh)
her:3 la.eh 4.tp sibling betul 3.1 lg my lovely sister! <3 haha,batak nieh.
me:nipulah x jeles,kan.*jeles rindu da lama x jumpa kut!
her:haha.akak kan ramai adek.
me:sorg je...
her:nak tanye,for u, * pamper x?
me:a lot ! from ur face not ur act.
her:needs care from others.thats y we ego.
me: <3 <3 <3
her:eley,yela tu..padahal kat luar sane bape ramai adek die ade
her:sape2?mesti syg dia lebey,kan?haha,declare lg tu.bagos la kan.
me:tu kejam sgt la sayang...
her:eh awk,since when ek start syg *?(kalo syg lah)
me:since 1st day i met u.tau apa?u're caring?from ur face.time sepiking2 wit u.
her:we just can be fren.sweet right..kwn lg merapatkn hbungan.
me:oke.."we only can be fren"
her:sound..hampeh.kecewa er.
me:yes!yes!yes!
her:tht y i love you.hee *cair la tu
me:akak merajuk x reti pun nk pujuk ! mcm ni lah kan..:(
her:you knw wht,jealousy is an colour on u,then again,everything is ugly on u.come on..tak pujok doesnt mean tak syg
me:tak pujok means sayang lebeyh ! hohoho..
her:you got it at last...
me: * banyak ajar akak..
her:zaman ble pulak * ajar akak nie?serious laa
me:u taught me bout frendship.since kite rapat,akak bnyk amik bende2 positif from u.
her:akak bukn org petama buat cm nie.yelaa tbe2 ckp * ad aja something.sometimes * pelik ap yg * dh buat walhal * just layan biase je pun.
her:she need a guider.i just giv my best.
me:sapa nk guider akak?
me: nk manja sikit pun x buleh

actually banyak sgt2 cite kitorg.yelah,since 2010 aku still simpan dia punya mesej.
semua org sygkan dia and mmg layak pun dia disayangi smpi mcm tu sekali.....
org x kenal dia,mmg org akan "thumbs down" pd dia..tp bila tgk "dalam"(diri) dia,susah klu bpisah dgn dia.
InsyaAllah aku  x akan lupakan dia dan x akan lupa apa yg dia dh ajar aku.B'syukur sgt sbb dpt kenal fren/sista like her.thank you God coz send her to me.

- "*" merujuk pd namanya.
- perbualan di atas di edit tanpa mengubah maksud.
- perbualan di atas bermula dari thn 2010 hingga Mac2012.